Life's been nothing short of awesome meet ups with friends and family((: Mini catching up over rushed lunch was fantastic? haha Ok fine, since Sha paid for my meal, I have to say that was one filling BK lunch I've ever had. Haha. I better be expecting a package from Hollywood from you by your next pay ya? haha I was supposed to have lunch with my kums and a movie date with Fadly after but no, I had to be called in for work. And yes if you have guessed it, I was fuming mad but ahh wells, I'm just helping a friend in need(hur hur). But all was good because work wasnt that taxing. The kids were abnormally well-behaved(I think they want ang paos from me. HAH). And, I got to lock the place early because I got the keys((: So YAY(: Just that, I had problems with the dumb padlock. I couldn seem to be able to put the keys in. HAHA.I actually called Siti to ask if the keys grew wings and flew away. Yes again, if you have guessed it, I uttered a mouthful of curse words. Ahh, you shouldn't put me with kids because they'll go home saying "YOU BITCH MUMMA" haha. That was my bittersweet Friday for you(:

Since Luq took time off in the afternoon on Thurs, I asked him if he wanted to catch Changelin with me. The show was good good good. It's the first movie Ive ever watched that had Angelina Jolie spoke more than just a few words haha. She was GOOOD. I could feel her in the movie. Jyeah, she was that good apparently... It's a quiet movie just what I needed after running around like mad pork for the past few weeks. So YAY, again(: And in the movie, there was this bugger who actually shushed us. LIKE &@(^&^&#*. NOone shushes us kayyy. And it's ridiculous because the row infront of us was muttering like chatter chat cats. We've concluded that the bugger's gf was jealous because we could stretch and sit comfortably while watching the movie while she had space constraint because she's just fat to begin with and she was in yellow so she was a fat banana who couldnt sit comfortably and just had to ruin our afternoon by asking us to pipe down. Ya, I know it's in the movies and all I should be keeping quiet but still... You could have told us politely no? BITCH. Moving on, we bumped into people namely Este and my bro. The former was shocking though and I was kinda nervous because she kinda knew what happened and I heard stories from Ilyas but ahh wells, it was ok I guess. And my bro was super kental and I didnt know he went to study alone. You could have joined us for dinner godot. tsk tsk. and pay for our meals too since you're the oldest haha. Visited Holiday Inn's swimming pool after. It was cool because the wind was gorgeously heart warming. And I couldnt help but to be a Garfield after a filling dinner at Cuppage Plaza(the fried chicken rice is super nice and Im going there again soon). And off we go on out separate ways after cabbing to my place. Luq, Luq, it's your idea and my dad reminded me of recession. haha. Okay, noted((:

(Okay, I kinda jumbled up my days in a week for reasons I couldn even comprehend. So yes, pardon me)

And my parent were super random to plan a trip to Batam on that Saturday. I slept in the ferry to Batam. It was oh-my-god boring... But the thrills of a traveller picked up soon after(I guess). I couldnt believe I actually sat myself in a small-unconditoned-prettyramshackled van. And we had to wind down the window and tudung blowing for me. haha. I share the exact dilemma with the makciks(oh gosh, I have enough associations with them kayy, spare me). And it was a nice feeling asking the shopkeeper "berapa ribu ini pakk". I was purchasing stuffs in thousands mannn. Of course, we camwhored. How could ever forget to camwhore. Fattah volunteered to be my photographer. Not bad eyyy. haha. Ok la, I'll hire you as my photographer on my 21st Bash ya.. haha. And oooo, I caught a fish and they fried it for dinner((: Bloody fish kept running away from the net! and sigh, there's nothing to shop there only to learn that we went to the wrong part of Batam a day after the trip like &*(*&((*^& but but, I bought this pair of cute slippers which everyone thought was ugly and uglyyy... People learn to appreciate the art of handmade slippers pls.. plss. haha and ohh, I bought cool bracelets for my babiesss(: Hope they'll like it because I frigging hell just scooped and scooted off because my dad was rushing me :( else, I could have chosen nicer ones for you prettiess. Bloody ferry. And while paying for my stuffs, I went woozzy because the numbers were too big and confusing that I left the hubbub bubble. haha. Anyway, a small escapade indeed and next trip SPAIN?! Pls Ma, make it happen else I'll go ballistic!

& HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO MY FELLOW BABIES(Im sure you know what I mean) HAHA!
& HAPPY HOLIDAYS(:
& Back to work on Wed... dreaddddd

You know, I'm beginning to like Tuesdays. I think I may just like Tuesdays as much as I like Fridays(: So today wasnt any exceptional from last week's or the previous week's tuesday because I sang my ass off with my favourite girls. Can you imagine singing non-stop, favourite hits after favourite hit from 12-6? I think my throat is sore. And my butt is tired from the excessive and convulsive shaking(hahahaha can't help it when you have 2 annoying idiots around). And if I haven't lost a pound, I'm gonna scream so bad, I swear. With the amount of energy I dissipated while singing and dancing, I think I've lost 2 kilos and gain sexy abs... I'm sure the other 2 will agree(Y'all better). However so, the morning didn't start well. Stupid waterfalls always out there to spoil my mood. Can you imagine while I was in my happy mode thinking of singing during my happy hour, I was told to fucking come to work and take care of annoying kids? Can you just picture the depression I had? Can you? It's like I've been plummeted right down from the edge of the cliff and into the waters and even that is better than sitting at waterfalls and stone. You know if you had asked me nicely and politely it would change the whole fucking situtaion. Maybe I would even consider going to work and cancel my plan with my friends but no, you fucking demanded me and told me to work. Hey bitch, you fucking told me that you dont need my service on Tues and Fridays and fine, I take that although it spells I wont see Luqman on those days which btw affected me bitch and now, you come and tell me I have to come back to work in such a rude tone and told me that my friends are not important and that your fucking waterfalls is? God forbid, You're such a hell in a hole(whatever that means). I hate your guts and I hate how you fucking sms me all the fucking time. And dude, MY NAME IS SPELT F-A-T-H-I-A-H and not Fatiah. And you still dare to capitalise my name while you needed me to do a favour for you. You know what I've concluded? YOURE A FUCKING BRAT WHO THINKS OF YOURSELF AND THINK THAT OH MY DADDY OWNS WATERFALL 
AND HELL I COULD THE WHATEVERTHEHELL I WANT BECAUSE IM DADDY'S GIRL. FUCK, like waterfalls is any good... Yeah, I was that pissed and I dreaded to tell Greta that I couldnt make it but, she knocked some sense into me(oh, luq did too) and told me to just crap things out and have fun with them. And, I never regretted having to lie about my 100 dollars lunch which Ive paid for... HAHA. Take THAT.

So anyway, my girls sure know how to perk my day((: Well, I forgot the first song I sang today and that showed how many songs Ive sung... tsk tsk... My favourite has to be When I grow up and who let the dogs out(the unhalalest song, everrr). We were grooving and the disturbing the peace and quiet in the corridors. Ahh welllsss, who tell them not to invest in sound proofed room? huh? So, not our fault... haha. And thank you Puileng for actually coming down even though you're lockeddown with housework and ohhh, I love your WALLET(damn sex, I swear). And the afternoon went by with us singing ever so coolly to cool songs... Cheap thrill but I adore every moment of it. We didnt snap alot because hell, we were too tired to even click on the camera. Kesian Dee, duduk dalam bag I... And guess what??? I found a song for Dee; SOMEDAY by MANDY MOORE. when samson loves delilah... My camera is so lucky I swear. she has a song to herself besides hey there delilah... lucky you. After k-boxing, we went around town and I shopped for my toiletries. haha. And even toiletries takes a toll on my measly income... ahh wellsss. Life goes on even when the money dwindles away...( I sounded so drama... truth is I'm kinda am).

So, snap myself a kid to tutor every Tues for an hour... Alahai, might as well do self-revision but 1hr for $20... Awesome money no??? And he's just sec 2 so, hopefully I still remember my sec 2 math. haha. And damn, work again tmr and Mercu... My life is like a stuck carousel(dont ask me why the metaphor, dont). And, Batam on Sat with the family hopefully my cousins are tagging along so it wont be tooo boring...(:

&good week ahead everyone(:

hello there((: This week had been awesome(in fact better than awesome). Had 3 sexayy dates and all was megatronically blasting. I'm truly blessed to have these god-send material friends in my life. Gosh, I'm missing each and all of you already :( & more dates to come I foresee no? haha. Alright before I start regurgitating, I'm just warning you readers that it's gonna be quite a lenghty post so, take a breather(esp for Yinwhee since she complaint that I haven been using alot of punctuations to separate my sentences, my bad woman).

Tues day was spent with Luqie(: It was awesome. That boy sure knows how to sweep girls off their feet no? haha. So, the morning started with him funnily waited for me outside my house when I thought we were supposed to meet at CityHall station. That bugger. Anyhow, I was happy yappy to see him all set with guitar and a music stand funkily sticking out from his bag. Too adorable awak... haha. Had macs breakfast(we are befriending frugality so breakfast@Tiffany has to be put on hold haha). We talked, crapped, snapped and annoyed the shit out of each other(that's what we do best haha).It was awesomely fun nonetheless((: And boy, dont we love polaroid pictures luq? haha. That bugger told me to buy 2 packets and woah, now I have like about 7-8 polaroid photos in my wallet but all is loved, all is loved. And since Luqie hasnt been to Marina Barrage, I promised to go there with him. See, I'm so nicee to him. We lazy bums just couldnt be bothered to know find the way to MB by public tranport. It's like we were automated to just hail for a cab and just tell the nice taxi drivers to drive us to where ever. How terrible is that when we actually told ourselves that we wont be cabbing for the day. HAH. We live by cabbing.(chants to hero). In conclusion, half of our salary went to cabbing around Singapore. How sex is that? haha. MB was heavenly windy. The breeze was too damn shiok(for lack of better words). I'm telling you we almost flew and half the time, my face was covered by the tudung. How glamourous could that be? And walking in 4-inch leather boots didnt help one bit. I just had to fly down the stairs. How embarrasing could that be on your date... the things that befell upon me. Crazily absurb. After camslutting majorly at MB, we took a cab down to Spore flyer only to learn that it's still not in operation. How bugger-ish is that? I was all ready with my polaroid cammie. But it's ok, there's always next time and luqie said he'll spin with me. I'm good there(: Settled in at Popeye for lunch. 3 strips chicken meal was a bit to much for us that day when I normally could have eaten up all 3 chicken strips. Lunch was awesome thanks to me. And we headed to ________ because someone had sth all planned up for me. I got free tickets to my very own acoustic concert please. For the record Luq, even if I have to pay 500 bucks to watch you sing and strum that guitar, I would gladly pay and live to eat grass for the whole entire month. I would. I'm telling you Luqman beat David Cook, Chris brown&Usher combined. I'm telling you. I was wow-ing and ahh-ing and ohh-ing silently in my head. Mind blower you bugger. haha. The performance was beyond awesome((: Thanks YOU((: Later, we headed over to Dempsey hill to snack on B&J ice cream. I love love love Dempsey hill((: Again, we went snappy snapping and crappy crapping and apparently, it'd be better to go there only if you have a car because fucking torturous walk out to grab a cab. I almost died(remember the 4-inch boots? do your math). And the day ended too soon although I spent the entire(literally) day with him. Such a dreamer((: Thanks for the day out, You.

On thurs, met up with the cousins to grab a quick lunch. I love the both of them too much and wow, we've grown haven't we?(okay maybe a lil exceptional on Khai's side) haha. Lunch was awesome and Fadly being him shamelessly took one of my chicken and claimed that he's helping me to eat moderately. Can I please just kill him? Can I? haha. Oh no, I love him too muchh to see him die in my hands. Okayyy, whatever... And wow, Tampines is always packed with people. Always. Anytime of the day, month, year.

On fri, I spent my day with my favourite girlfriends. They spell all the love in the universe. SEALED(: So been busy altering plans for Ping's two-oh. I dont remember having to use my brains vehemently to rack out ideas in a very looong time so Ping, do appreciate out efforts ya? haha. Ok, the only person entitled to be late is the birthday girl(we all know that dont we? even I came late for my bdae celebration because I'm the star) but no, Greta just had to steal the limelight away from Ping. So much for we have to be there earlier than the bdae girl. Grets, Grets, youre lucky the love I have for you is IMMEASURABLE. After grabbing a handful of tidbits and my HALAL chicken rice because Cai Er just had to get unhalal beehoon for lunch, we headed over to SENTOSA for some girls day out. So, what do you get when you see a bunch of happy girls, the sun, the beach and the hunks? We camwhored majorly. Okay apparently, it was hunk's off day because we didnt see any at all. How tragic is that? haha. Anyhow, the fun was not any lesser(: I still havent mastered the art of jumping shot... damn. haha but somehow my jumping shot with Greta was too perfect haha! HOW CUTE(: We did a major catching up on everything((: from annoying results to marrying old, rich and dying man. How I love my girls. Just how can I not love them. After Sentosa and looking hot with elvis shades(hahaha), we headed over to Raffles Place to settle in at Mindcafe for some chiil out session((: It was pandemonium when you play Taboo with your favourite people((: Cai Er has got to learn to chill mannnn... haha. Nonetheless, it was awesomely great to have you girls just like the old times again. I miss seeing your morning faces during morning assembly. I miss filling each other up on how our nights went by. I miss having to bitch to you about how annoying it is to get from my house to school. I miss seeing Greta trying to cook up lame excuses for being late. I miss our stony faces during IRP. I miss passing cynical comments to you people. I miss skipping consultations because we think we're just too damn good(hahahahaha). I miss our singing session with the bestest pianist I've ever loved. I miss telling you girls how annoying some people are.  I miss being the reason why you asses have to eat at Lestari because it's the only halal eating place nearby. Lastly, I miss sitting in the same classroom with you girls doing nothing but just enjoying each others' company. I freaking miss you girls :( And to you HUIPING, my shopping guru, my go-home partner, my second popular, I just wanna wish you a HAPPY TWOO-OOHHH and being your friend has been the greatest gift from god. I wish you a lifetime of unlimited credit card spending(we need it) and the greatest of love for you. I LOVE YOU toooo muchhh((: and I hope you had fun yesterday(: heh.

Today, I had tennis session in the morning with Luqie((: AWESOME(: uh huh, someone said that we'll be playing from 9-12 but but, at 9, he's still pigging in bed. haha but not a matter((: Tennis was awesome. Someone feeling Roger Federrer no? haha Im telling you we played like Wimbledon Championship players. How sex is that? YOU TELL ME... haha. We better keep up with our schedule eh Luq... I mean YOU better. haha! and after tennis, we cabbed down to Far East to grab our very much late lunch at Cahaya(: And, window shopped for a bit with shoe bags and a bag filled with craps. He made me try on a DKNY FUR COAT and said I look like a bear. WTH? I KNOW.... Awak, 1/3 of your salary goes to me. hahaha!

& I've never felt anymore blessed than ever...

My mum is serious about going to Spain this June! I'm like super duper whoopperr eggcited((: I hope my cousins can tag along so the trip will be extra topped with chocolate fudge fun((: FRIVOLOUS... ((: mmm, I hope I can buy more scarfs&shawls and boots before I leave haha! Ok, shut up...

The past week been awesome despite my buggerish flu and annoying kids. I'm contented enough that I pulled myself through the torturous week with so much determination(ok seriously, shut up... You practically did nothing at work... You've been twilighting then, sleeping, then annoyed the shit out of the kids haha). Have been spending time with my family((: and friends too((: I'm a happy goon((: and this coming week spells happy pills for me! Im packed with dates after dates for the next week((: Wooohooo... Although it means more cash flow and be broke for the entire month or so, I promise myself that I'll have mega fun with my babies((: Yes, yes, fun comes first then depression(that works for me). Yes, Greta and I came out with "keep yourself healthy" regimen for this year(or maybe until we start school or sth). We promise to push each other to play tennis every thursday over at her condo. or maybe for a swim or gym-ing. Ok, anything that'll keep us sexay and healthy. So Grettie baby, we 're on heat no? haha You and Me((: and on most Sats, I'll have my "keep yourself healthy" sessions with Luq((:  Tennis+swimming+running around the condo((: we'll see... I hope I'm not too lazy to keep up with my exercise regimen. HAHA((: WOOHOOO, let's keep fit(chants to eyes on fire(damn sex)) ((:

So, on Friday will be another megatronic-blast day woohoo((: HAHA. PING, you better come to appreciate our efforts kayyy((: Enough said, we'll keep it a secretttt until Friday... and now Im on the phone with Greta and Pui Leng darlings! Theyre being so cute((: haha okay, and PuiLeng just asked Greta to shut up! haha No surprises there. haha! and Tues will also be fun!!! woohooo((: I took off just so to spend time with luqman! haha. See, we're bored people! I told him I need to get out of work and he said he'll take off with me! Like awesome((: okay, see I'm loving this coming week already. Yummmmmmm Yummmmm((: and  Thurs will be lunch date with Khai((: AWESOME((:  And babe, bring your twister kayyyyyy((: Yay, I LOVE YOU!!!

OKAY, THIS IS OFFICIALLY A HAPPY YAPPY LOONY POST((: I'm happy((:

Just got home from work. The kids as per usual annoyed the frigging living daylight out of me. Apparently, nap time to them is chit-chat session. I was too damn tired to even be bothered about them prancing around like frogs during their nap time. All I could muster was, "ok, keep quiet else no outdoor for you" with eyes shut tight and my head slight turned to one side. And to think about it, I should be paid millions having to take care of those monkeys, I reckon. First, they're just goddamn talkative. I'm fine with them talking but not whining incessantly and screaming at the top of their lungs. Even with the tudung on, their shrills pierced through well into my ears, vibrate the walls of my ear drums and trigger the piss off button in my system. Imagine I have to go through that every single damn day... ALONE. I need someone to keep me sane. If ever I come out alive from the centre 5 months from now, I would kiss any apeks who happen to walk pass me. haha, okayy nuttsss... So, being a nice person that I am, I accompanied Luqman to get his hair cut. The things I do for him because he accompanied me during lunch earlier(: and yes, you look good in your new haircut. Okay, I'm not at all lying. Thank you for the day, you(:

Oh, thanks to Ilyas I've landed myself a job at Mercu Learning centre. The only issue is the distance from my house to the centre. Too frigging damn far but I'll try it out first and see how it goes. And hopefully, the interview goes well because I'm bored over at Waterfalls:( Alrighty, I better get myself wash up(: Have a good night sleep(:

Life's been awesome. I'm loving the nothingness in life. I would love to live spontaneously take an example, I have the itch to take the plane to Paris... I would do just that but someone please teach me how to rob a bank first... please. haha. Spontaneity at its best. I like to go on impromptu dates. They're the awesomest because in that way, we'll explore boring Singapore better and come to love your country deeper. I think. Maybe... So, spent my new year's eve with Luqman after work because he works considerably close to me. We were like lost goons to where we can have our lunch. After much thought, we settled in for Murtabak. Ordered 1 and we were full buggers. Arab street is dope shit with the coolest tribal leather bracelet. I bought 2-3 bracelet which my dad thinks is so not cool. Whatever Ayah. And I'm coming back there to shop for more cute stuffs after I get my first pay that is(bugger mannnssssss... It sucks to be broke I swear). And oh, Luqman was super sweet to actually sit in with me while I got my butterfly "tattoo" (haha) which is I think is damn sex. DAMN SEX. Thank you awak(: After much walking around(more like idling...in econs term, wasted resources haha. ok, shut up), we headed back home and Luqman was so bored that he attempted to paint my nail bright pink which btw screams attention from people from all walks of life. But since it's your first, I shall spare you some kicking in the butt. haha.

I'm pretty bummed out that Delph left Waterfalls. I'm so tragically depressed. She's like my source of happy laughing gas and now that she's gone I'll be a lonely stump with naughty kids who love to talk back and think tha naptime is stupid which I desperately beg to differ because I fucking need it. Why Delph, why? I'm gonna miss you so muchh because I love our bubble tea session esp the one at the bus stop when you taught me how to burp(or was it the other way round? haha). I love you and thanks for leaving me with those kids... Yes, yes, I'll fill you in with office politics and kids crazy antics(: After work, my mum told me that we're gonna have dinner at Swensens. I'm like hmmm okay, I'm ready... My ma was super cute because she did a little dance because she thought she'll be partying with us COOL KIDS. I'm really concern about her behaviour in public. She's got this divalicious(I wont say divalicious but close) attitude in her but in makcik tudung wayy... behave ma. behave. Even my dad, the love of her life, retreated from her and walked with us(the kids). Atok was busy snapping away haha. He called himself "Jakun" I was like " Tau takpe tok". My biggest fear is to grow up and be an exact replica of my mum! But, my cousins say the signs are getting hotter and more obvious... ah wells. To my future husband(whoever you are), I know you'll have to deal with 2 once you're married to me but I promise great sex in bathroom/balcony/younameit every night. haha. Ok, sick but my husband will come to appreciate my grooves and spontaneity haha. It was awesome eating out with the family. Haven done that in months because of my nenek's critical condition and my aunt's too(whom Ive greatly missed). My ma can be so slenge like dude it's not sotongmari it's calamari. I swear I tried correcting her zillion of times but no... she's still like that. After dinner, we went ahead to Marina Barrage(like FINALLY). The night was breezy and scandalously dark ...couldnt help but to imagine how it feels like to make out in the park at such ungodly hour. Awesome no? I would love to come back there again to have picnic with the girls some time(: Sounds awesome and picture snap snap here and there every hour and min. haha. So, yesterday was indeed well-spent and what a roller coaster ride; don't phunk with my heart, I swear.

My dad called in the morn to get me up because we've been delaying my driving license registration. The wait was fucking bull. Fucking open another counter so people like me can have my breakie... blah, it's ok all is good now. So, I'm learning how to drive sooon. EGGCITED(: but, BTT and FTT put my spirits down with over 100 rules to learn and memorise(just when I thought I could put away with memorising crap..) My dad agreed to pay for my driving lessons(: wooohooo and I love you so much. Youve been nothing but the cooolest daddy on earth(: and yes, like right now, I'm waiting for him to get ready so I can get my new digi! I'm settled I guess, I WANT SONY T77(: maybe... ahh we'll see. I'm dragging Fattah with me so I can get his opinion which I have to say it's necessary. I love you babybro!!!

ALRIGHTY, if things go as plan, I'm spending my Sunday with my Family and later, family dinner(paternal side) and yes, twilight? haha and I HAVE TO GET GOING NOW. Have the greatest weekend(: and to you silly one, get well soon alrightos(: Miss your cute calls already! haha

Holla(: First of all, Happy new year to all homo sapiens living on earth. May you have a blissful journey ahead with lotsa hugs and kisses and happiness coming your way(: Here's to 2009 and the memories to be made(: (ok, clink your champange glasses... Ok, for muslims, I prepare orange juice for you haha).

Watched the countdown with my family. It was alright. We do it every year. So, I suggested that we celebrate New Year at New York next year... My dad told me to shut up and watch the countdown. My dad for you... But since he's getting me a new camera(and he better be), I'll spare him some voodooragdoll poking and twisting. haha. So, my new year's resolutions are... let's just say they never work out for me? haha. Ok I have one that is to frigging stop being a pig and play tennis every fortnightly or maybe pick up salsa or waltz and oh oh, stop tapping into my savings(ok, that's 2 already...) I guess that'll do(: And of course, to study hard and not sink in my own failure and be a stronger(by that, I mean mentally) individual and a good daughter who stays out of trouble and a good muslim follower and be a better me in all. Insyallah(:

&, I wont  try to curb my spending addiction because I tried last year but still, I spent excessively and convulsively... So to my dad, I'm sorry. Although I may be working now, I'm still sheltering under your wings until of course you marry me off to some guy. haha LOVIE YOU(:

&, happy schooling Trisyia and keep to your words kayyy(: I LOVE YOU

Clocked in to work at 810. My god, if not for my dad, I would be late for work(which I dont frigging mind at all but I dont like to leave Delph alone with the kids. You know kids...). Did some catching up with Delph. I felt so bad for ditching her alone with the kids. Oh mann... Im sorry babe:( Lazed around in the office, updated my journal and feeling all so jumpy to meet Luqman and the girls later... haha. So at 3, Luq came to pick me up since he's very free and wanted to collect CIP hours by accompanying me to the bank to get a new ATM card and to the neighbourhood police post to report my lost wallet(where the hell are you?). OH-meee-GOSH, it was a crazy walk looking for the neighbourhood police post. I followed Mdm Lau's directions very carefully but no, it got us nowhere at all. Had to ask around for directions which apparently didnt work because it took us about an hour to finally get to the police post. Talk about knowing your neighbourhood well people! haha. And the Muhammad Bin Saleh boy should stop being an action bugger kentut. Like frigging hell get my report done lahh. Didnt know what took him ages to fill up the boxes which can be done in minutes. Tsk... Walked down to Tiong Bahru Plaza after. Met 3 terror boys at the park. Woah, takut gergerl. haha.  So, thanks You for being a sweet soul to accompany me around ya(: I owe you biggggggggg time(:

Finally, I met the girls at Tiong Bahru Plaza's Macs(: All were looking so glum because according to them, they had to wait from 4-7. haha one of the many reasons why I love you peopos very muchos. haha. They were trying to put an annoyed front but nyahahahahaha, I thawed you girls good? haha I bet ya(: I was toooo happy for words because all of them made it for my bdae celebration. The love, I tell you, is magnificent(: I used my special power... my big hugs to perk them up which did a good job(: Settled at Thai Express. I know tak halal but according to Greta and Pui Leng, their meat supplies are halal just that they serve wine. I trust them. Woah, I trust them haha(: Did a lot of catching up although I have to say it's not enough :( I dug my presents so muchhhh. They surprised me to a fossil watch, chocolate, scrapbook filled with pictures of me haha(happppineeessss yappineeesss) and and, A TICKET TO SINGAPORE FLYER(how thoughtful, I felt like kissing all of them haha). The food was awesome and filling. I was impregnanted with food after gorging down my dinner. haha. And if you think you have the coolest bdae cake, you think again please because mine rock boats! I swear I wanted to kill them for lighting up unblowable candles which btw, SPARKED! There I was making my wish and trying my hardest to blow out the candles but noooo, the candles just kept on lighting up!!! FUNKY DRAMA, I tell you. See la, want to play with fire play outside kay Greta. haha! Since the candles couldn stop lighting up again and again after blows, everyone panicked because there was a smock detector right above us. Greta being Greta was this close to pour 2 cups of water on MY BDAE CAKE to put off the fire. THE NERVE I TELL YOU. You should see her face! haha... If not for Pui Leng, my bdae would be so destroyed like the ruins of ancient China. haha. Nonetheles, thank you for the bestest night lovelies! I LOVE EACH AND ALL OF YOU SO DEAR(: and quickkkk, tell me when you want me to take leave so I can dedicate a day for you girls(: I LOVE YOU! and HAPPY BDAE AGAIN TO ME((:

I would love to sit in at Mind Cafe again with my kummies+ my underage kids(: AWESOME STUFFS. Thank you a million diamonds Diah for busting 100 bucks on your favourite kummies(: And your cookies, ahh I ate them all(: and your awesome scrapbook card with my name(velveted somemore) on it, double awesomeness(: and the clown-look-like-me balloon is prancing ever so happily in my room(: heh. You made my Sunday a great one and of course Sha, with your ever kentalness which amplifies with age. haha. Yes, I still owe your bdae present(: we'll set a date and we'll shop for presents together kayy. That, I CANT WAIT. Since we're working and Diah's not, we treat her to lingerie luhh(: haha and maybe, Mind cafe again? Not a matter(: I love you kummies ever so dearly(: Thank you again(: heh


and fuck the rest of the day.

Like every year, our annual BBQ turned out beyond awesome because it's the only time we could catch up on each others' lives. Like every year, nothing's changed. We're the same godots. Still godots as ever. Or maybe the godotness amplified? Maybe... should be. Finally, I had a decent chat with Nan after sooo long. Like Dude, my bdae's on the 22 dec how dare you forgot all about it... the nerve Nan. and same goes to you Wende. So, I ordered honey milk tea from Wende and I have to say, it'll be my last time ordering from him because my honey milk tea was conveniently changed to honeydew milk tea and I happily drank Sham's thinking that it was mine. haha. My bad woman! but but, I'm happy(: Like every year, we snapped group photos on the swing which btw broke when Nan sat on it but well, he fixed it. Such a fixer eh? Whatever... haha. It's a pity the bbq had to end early because we come to realise that our lives do not just revolve around us(we have bfs, gfs, work, school, etc...) haha. Like finally, we realised... such doofuss....haha. All in all, I had a blast today although it was cut short. Thank yous for staying the same(but I dont mind you people trying to think like mature adults alrightyy haha). I LOVE YOU(:

Kumar girls tmr with Fatin and Jamie... woohooo(:

& life never stops at 19...

It pains to lose your wallet with the bestest polaroid pictures in it and a fucking memory card filled with pictures. It hurts too muchh. Dear finder, you can take my money for all I care but please kindly return my wallet because I have too many memories in it. Tooo mannnyyy... and Yeah, for the record, take my I/C because I look fugly haha. But on a second thought, don't because you'll burn my dad's pocket. Spare that old man yes?(: I really hope I would get a call from someone soon regarding the status of my lost wallet. And damn it, my wallet has a cute butterfly on it :(

Wild Wild Wet with Trisyia and Abg was AWESOME(: dig the rides. We made a 2 new friends(: They rode with us on some rides(: YAY(: I mind having to may 15 bucks just so I could play the slides. I mind. So, enter only when you have a free admission then, it's all worth it(: haha cheapo but that's how Singaporeans breathe in this country. ahh wells(:

and BBQ over at my place later. I'm sure as hell theyre gonna ransack the damn kitchen and mess it all up haha. Since I havent seen them in ages, I dont mind at all for as long as they promise to clean the mess together haha(: I hope the food will turn out good because I'm FAMISHED:( I'll come back with pictures soon maybe? and I miss Luqman so muchoss luhhh. See, he was supposed to have lunch with me yesterday but I was at Pasir Ris and he was at CCK... very out of the way so blahhh... and today he has duty. Like whatever eh MINDEF. LIKE WHATEVER.

Ok, I better get going and set up the place before the 8 of them come taupoking me. haha

My little cook is frying fries for me... so sweet while Im here updating myself with the world. haha. Ahh wells, lets say I need to master the art of filtering mean words? Yeah since Im bloody free right now, I shall do just that. Like class 95 says, listen to only the good stuffs. Okay, gonna do just that(: and Wild Wild Wet with my brother and bugger tmr(: And prolly Swensens dinner with the family to celebrate their 22nd Anniversary(imagine the road my dad went through... WOAH). And oh, Izzah and Sorfina were really sweet enough to travel all the way to pass our presents but we werent home because we went out to watch Twilight with the cousins. haha. I'm truly sorry my dearies:( And thanks for the cards and gift vouchers(: Oh btw, Ive pasted your 100% handmade card on my room wall(: I love my room wall so coloured with love(:

Off day tmr(dance to cookie jar. haha)(: And, I cant frigging wait for Sat and Sun(: and I WANT A NEW DIGI CAM AYAH(okayyy wait, I NEED AYAH) and have a good friday people(:

like we've agreed, time will wait for us...

Twilight with the cousins was awesome! I love it when we're out until late night without any parental supervision... It's so cool(: Nyahahahahaha. I really hope we can hit dempsey hill before the year ends or sth since Afiq is a willing driver, won't say perfect though haha. The movie was disgustingly hot. The setting was perfect for a love so cold and raw. Edward was so cold that he turned up the hotness by thousands of notch. After the show, I promised to read the book and hopefully, the whole series(: Persuaded Luqman to catch it again with me today. He was annoyed because he wanted so badly to watch Yes Man. Haha. But he was nice enough to cave in and let me watch Edward in action again(: How awesome! He tried stalling time so that I would miss the show but I made it in time. Sorry babe, try harder the next time around kayy(: Someone kept telling me he would fall asleep in the movie but no, he was wide awake and enjoying the exotic love between an annoyingly hot vampire and a human. Trust me in good reviews for movies the next time ya(: haha Thanks you for the marvellous afternoon(: And oh, thanks for the cute crocodile padlock(:

PS: I wanna be your spider monkey(:

you're like a drug. my personal brand of heroine.

I definitely had a megatron-blasting birthday yesterday both with friends and my family(: Now, I gladly welcome 19 with arms wide open thanks to the wonderfool people around me who made it all the merrier(: So, started my 19 with morning teh peng with Luqman the kentut. haha(: He surprised me big with a handmade pink butterfly birthday card and ________(hahaha). Thank you so much you(: I truly appreciate everything that youve done(: So, the plan was to go wild wild wet but no, someone had something else all planned up... To think of it, I actually slept late packing my stuffs for WWW. Thanks eh, thanks. So, he walked oh-so slumberly into KBox without booking a room. I was like wth is he thinking? and then, at room 19 I saw bry and rah and I was super shock+happy+I want to kill Luq but no he's too nice. haha! We karaoke-ed throughout the afternoon. Funky pitches to Mariah's songs. HAHA. And oh oh, they surprised me to a polaroid camera. SO COOL(: And we dug those photos please(: and my cousins were all chattery and fighting over film because apparently I was left with 4 films haha. All was too cute for a mental picture. CLICK(: And, cabbed home from downtown east because I was late for family bdae dinner... We settled at Bilal Restaurant and I ordered chilli crab, heavens(: The dad was busy capturing moving moments. How cute! I love my dad like that(: And yes, through the video, I perpetually reminded him of my present. haha. Annoying, I know. The cousins were toooooo cute with homemade bdae paper bag adorned with pretty butterflies and hearts stickers and gold-glittered words and sweet-nothing bdae msges. And oh oh, they surprised me to Mariah's ballads(: (SCREAMS). I wanted to get one for myself but they did. How sweeet. I was tooooo happy that I went ahead to rip open the cd cover to ogle at MC's pretty pictures and then I went on and hugged each and all. haha. You see, Mariah comes first no matter what. I'm sure Afiq understands my plea no? haha then, you suck! haha. They bought us 2 bdae cakes; Chocolate heavens and (fill in the blank). I was singing like a happy yappy loon and my brother was toooooooo happy tooo that he had to smudge cake on my face when I was stoning! haha. Youre lucky I love you, you know! but yeah, revenge is sweeet(: I love yesterday too much... It was tooo awesome... Everyone was treating me like a royalty and hence, I welcome 19 with open arms. And my baby buggers messed up my room in search of materials to cook up sth for me. SO SWEEET. Thank you Anisah, Adlin, Amir, Trisyia, Fattah, Khairiah, Afiq(: Yesterday wouldnt have been all that fun if not for you buggers who swear to hunt me down anytime. haha I LOVE YOUsssss(:

and to Ayah and Ibu, thank you for the bdae dinner and for making time for me and abg. We love you tooo much(:


& HAPPY BDAE FARISHA KUMAR. You know, youre still the kental one haha(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME(: Yes, may it be an awesome splendid days and years ahead of me filled with rainbows and clouds(: I love my family and friends(: Thanks YOUs for the birthday messages. Ever-so touching. I wish I could save it all or print it all out and keep it safe for my happy days(: And thanks Ayah for the sweet nothing bdae message and please, don't forget our deal okayy. You know I love you so much even though I dont say it often and to Ibu too. And Atok. And the brothers(: Yes, Happy Birthday to me again(: Best present would be good results for 'A' Levels haha. AWESOME. Ok, moving on. Apparently, results and bdaes dont go well together. Apparently...

And to my favourite girls. Im sorry for the last minute cancellation:( You know how sad I was to learn that I cant celebrate my first night of 19th with you crazy asses. SADED muchh:( But, my family comes first luhh and I really hope you girls would understand(: and and, I would want to spend the night of 30th with youS only(: I'm reserving the night for youS kayyy(: nyahahahaha. I LOVE EACH AND ALL OF YOU(:

& I'm very eggcited over bdae celebrations. I have about 5 this year? Happiness+cuteness(: Thank you SEXAYY ONESSS(: and Greta for the record, bring me to HALAL places haha! I LOVE YOU(: haha

& to my brother(: I love you so much. I dont know what I'll do without you. I'll prolly wouldnt know any perfumes and what nots(whatever luhh haha). And your generosity over hands-down-stuffs always makes me smile a rainbow mile(: More free stuffs over the years alrighty. I love you sooooo muchos(: and your present has to wait luhhh. You want sth big you have to wait haha! I LOVE YOU(: & HAPPY 21st BITCH(: haha

& to my brother(: Thanks for paying for my wristlet:) You know no matter what I'll still love you and look after you. You ve been nothing but lovingly painful in the ass brother haha but I LOVE YOU like no other because youre still my baby Fattah the Pooh forever and more(:
loves,
your kakak yang sangatlah cun(:

Im sure they'll be reading this luhh. Im sure haha! 

& to 19(:

I was pretty lockdowned the whole entire of yesterday. I was busy helping out at my cousin's wedding on heels. Imagine that. But all is cool because I survived with dirty dishes and cups on heels(: Now, I can do anything on heels. WOOHOO(: I had my little helpers with me namely Adlin and Trisyia(fine, Khai if you want to include her but she's pretty old already to be my little helper haha). Adlin was super adorable. Imagine a 4-year-old tailing you from the back with stacked up cups and a smiley face. TOO ADORABLE (: Nothing beats a get together with the cousins(: By 6, all of us were more than shagged that we couldnt be bothered to work. HAHA. They wanted to sign me up for karaoke competition(wth?) as a representative for the green family(because we were all wearing green, cuteness). And again, in Afiq's words, what do we do when we're bored? WE CAMWHORE... Such camsluts we are. HAHA. But, I LOVE THEM. And my family photo with the bride and groom was funny haha. I looked like I've got an extra boob smacked right in the middle haha but still, sizzling hot as ever. haha(: So, Saturday was awesome but it could be more awesome if you were around(:

& family outing again later in the evening and AFIQ, YOUR CAMERA BETTER NOT DIE ON US, better. ilovethemsososomuchosmuchie(:

And, had a mini bdae celebration with Rah on Friday which spelt AWESOME(I'm addicted to the word AWESOME). Nothing beats the plan of NO PLANS. The best of the best(: Thanks You for the pretty journal and the coolest pen. Yes, Im gonna pen down everything in my new journal. Sexcited much(: And, B&J ice cream over at Dempsey Hill is the new black, HONESTLY(: I love the setting and the night was breezy so, I couldnt thank you enough for celebrating our 19 together(: I LOVE YOU MUCHOS(: and babe, PICTURES!!! heh.

kayyy, good day Yous(:

Was supposed to go boardwalk with the family but due to the rain, it was cancelled. Thank god because I'm not totally up for long walks in the morning today :( My usual Sunday routine has definitely changed after the departure of my Nenek and Aunt. I remembered having to rush every Sundays to Bedok and get screamed at from my Dad. I had a heart to heart talk with my bro and yes, we miss Nenek and Aunty so much. I miss sitting in the living room and watch Bollywood movies because that's what my Aunt loved to watch although I dont fancy Hindi movies. I miss the familiarity that is all gone and the present seems all very strange. God, adapting can be quite a hassle no? Ahh wells, think DKNY watch and I'll be fine(: haha

And yes, have I mentioned that I'm so addicted to honey milk tea? Yes, Im so so so so addicted :( haha

&good day everyone(: and tmr is the start of yet another week... The sun has got to learn to rest and let the moon work full day tmr.

Now I'm telling you, kids do drive you crazy up the four walls. But funny thing is, whenever I'm scolding them, I have to keep myself from smiling because they look so adorable and sorry. And whatever it is, just say, "You dont behave no outdoor" That, will resolve to silence in a minute or less, trust me(:

Skipped Abg Pai's engagement ceremony yesterday so, had dinner at Bugis with Luqman. The food was awesome and our 20 wantons became less than 10? I'm not too sure about that... haha. I dont remember the name of the coffeeshop we went to but it's filled with malays and maybe that should be a route marker for you haha. Dinner by itself without food is great too because Luqman was there(how cheessyy but true). And, he complaint that I talked too much and more than him. Then fine, the next time we have dinner or breakfast(because lunch is out), I'll do the listening and you'll do the talking.(but, I know I'll end up talking more than him again. haha). After dinner, we walked around Bugis(that's sth I thought I wouldnt do because Bugis is just so crowded with people banging into you without an apologetic sorry). I like the christmas tree outside Bugis Junction. It's so pretty with an awesome carousel of reindeers(: Luqman insisted we took a picture with it and thank you Chinese man for snapping a picture of us and the pretty tree(: YOURE AWESOME and I love you, dee because you take great shots(: Later, walked around for a bit and Luqman was awesomely sweet to send me home although it was really late and he has band the next day. Thank you, Awesome(: I really appreciated it(: 

& now, here I am, typing this very entry. Thinking about the silly squabble we had. Yeah whats wrong with watching TV? I'm crazyyyy...



                                      

I love my brother very much and I dont care, THIS IS JUST MY PRE-BDAE PRESENT haha! anyhow, I still love you(:

Worked was fine. I was pretty snappy with the kids today partly because of the flu. I made full use of my freetime and naptime for sleeping((: The joy, not so much actually because I was still drunken with drowsiness after 4 hours of sleep. And, the kids were too buggerish today waking me up from my sleep to seek permission to go the toilet. Something I dont know why they ask my pemission for. If you wanna pee, frigging hell pee already. And, I'm mean when you disturb me while sleeping. But, but, I still love them veryy much because more often than not, they make my day almost all the time(:

Took an early leave today because I wanted to catch 4 christmases with Luqman. The show was awesome. 4 christamses, 4 massive blows 4 everything else in a day. Awesome. I can barely take 2 hari raya houses in a day. haha. I enjoyed the show and the company. He's awesome just by listening to me rant and talk and grumble just about everything that pops in my head. POP, and I rambled on and on and on. Amazing, he's still holding up haha. Thanks you(: And dinner at BK was funny. My lip was bitten and it bled and I teared. haha but it was hilarious. shhhh(: So to sum up, today was an awesome tuesday(: awesome awesome(:

And work again tmr. And, I'm bummed out that I cant join my cousins at Genting :( damn, damn, I need a holiday and my dad is not granting me one. Tak funk. TSK :(

& now, I miss you...